Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Embracing the world
with a whole new persepective.
Today, over the recess table, I shared to Lengy and Reina about my Dad's respond to my O level Mother Tongue's result. So Reina made this comment of me being a little Daddy's girl, and I laughed. This trigger my mind a little further - I am actually a little girl to many people isn't it? As old as I may be; as serious as I may appear to be; there's still this little girl in me, and I'm glad. Again, I am brought to giving thanks to the people around me who loves me unconditionally, looking out to meet my needs, faithful in praying for me, and picking me up when days are blue. Ah, I feel silly now as I remember for all the times I have said that no one stops by to look into me.
Recently, thoughts like can I withdraw myself from O level now? ran through my mind. No, it did not come out in the form of stress, but there's a little part in me that wants to lead a different kind of life. I don't want to lead a life where everyone is doing the same thing, I want something different. Yet, I know I can't. There are limitations I am tied down with, and many responsibilites I am shouldering on. Funny thoughts keep me pondering always, but today, I know that I am in the safe in a crazy world. Haha, perhaps that's a fantasy I can enjoy when I'm sleeping. :D
God has been very faithful in my life. Remember I once said that no more sad entries from me?God has made Jia into a very happy, blessed, jovial and thankful girl. Today, when I returned to classroom from staffroom, Huixin said that I am always happy, which have made me even happier. I have stepped out of the dark times and I am enjoying Eternity on Earth now! :D
maoed.]
at 8:22 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
